i think we might start to get better.
slowly, we're growing together again.
i've been spending some time on my own, alot of it,
and i forgot how great it felt to really just be happy,
truly, with myself, and no one else.

i've learnt alot about myself,
and i got so stuck on the idea that i was losing you,
to see what we actually had.

you really are my bestfriend, and you're not going anywhere
we've been through SO much,
and if you would have been wanting to leave,
you'd be lone gone by now.
five months already.

i hope this lasts, because i remember looking into your eyes,
and thinking it was too good to be true.
i remember writting pages and pages, about how it was all in my head,
that i was temporary, an in-between thing, and my thinking was
i rather have as much of you as i can, while i can
five months later, i'm still holding your hand.

i can honestly say, I am completely head over heels in love with you.