i woke up this morning,
and thought i could feel your arms around me again. with my eyes still closed, i was confused for a moment and thought i was still in your bed. i thought i was still so close to you, that i would get to turn around and kiss you. but the moment that i opened them, reality sank in and i was sad for a little moment. i realized that i was in my own bed, alone. but then the smile came back, knowing i had been in your bed just last night, cuddling the night away. And this smile, is such an amazing smile, it just feels amazing to smile this way. i don't think anyone else will ever be able to make me smile this way. i honestly feel like you're going to be in my life forever, because i can't even imagine you not being in it anymore. but i know you will, because i also feel like this was supposed to happen, just like karma. i feel like i must have done something amazing for you to walk into my life, and change it with such strength, and so quickly.

you've made me smile all the time,
and i would never want it any other way.