And i promise.

We had a real big talk last night.

"I just don't know if it's right to say just yet, but i can't say it any other way, i love you."
"i feel like i love you already, it's safe to say"

i couldn't stop smiling.


i'm at a loss for words really.
i know, i've felt this way before, i won't deny it.
but not this fast, not this strongly,
but the one thing that's different is, you're the first one to actually feel exactly the same way.


you spend hours with me like it's the last time you'll ever see me.
you make me feel beautiful inside and out.
i feel beautiful, about who i am, and everything i do.
i feel beautiful with who i portray as a person.


i thought i was over thinking things,
trying to convince myself that you liked me.
but our lips are moving, and we're not talking.
and i'm falling in love with you.

This feeling is almost overwhelming.
I have never felt so loved in my entire life.
I always had to tell myself it was going to work, when it was clearly going downhill.
I wrote pretty words, trying to convince myself that everything was amazing.

but for the first time, i can sit there and smile, and be in love with who i am,
and who you are.

You're not sure if you want a relationship.
But truth be told, "official" or not, you have my heart, and i have yours.
i don't care about some stupid facebook status, or bragging to my friends.
all this means nothing.

What means the most is how i can hold you so close,
and my heart feels like it's in a marching band.
my insides go into a twisting bundle of joy, and i end up shaking.
it's not about rushing into anything,
it's appreciating every single second i can be with you.
from late night mochas, to just staring at each other, almost in a trance.

this is what it's all about.
i'm in love with you, already, somehow.
i know love is a big word,
but so is this feeling.
i fall asleep with a smile on my face, and i feel like i could live off of happiness.
i forget about everything else in the world, and everything seems that much more beautiful.

thank you, so much.