11:11

i woke up this morning,
with my phone vibrating under my pillow,
wondering who it could be, at such an early hour.
i looked at it, it was a text message, sent 6 hours ago,
and my phone had been vibrating every 10 minutes for the past hours.

your name showed up at the top of the little screen,
and a smile instantly grew on my face.
when reality is better then any dream,
and when the little things make me smile so big.
you are amazing.

you wrote such beautiful words,
it made my day.
you made my day within the first minute i opened my eyes.
i'm in love with everything about you.

i don't know where we stand right now,
but i'm just so comfortable where ever we are, i don't care.
i need you, to breathe.
i need you, to smile as big as i do.

"you're the cheese to my grill cheese"
"you're the blood in my veins"
"you're the stars in my sky"

"you're my everything"

as those words stumbled out of your mouth,
i found myself feeling complete, like no one could ever hurt me.
like i had found my place in the world,
and it was holding your hand.

i can honestly say this is like nothing before.
i do not feel jealous, or the need to call you mine.
because just spending every minute i can with you,
as you hold me throughout the night,

this is where i'm supposed to be.
in your arms, holding your hand,
and smiling uncontrollably while you call me beautiful,
over and over again.

i hope i never do anything to dissapoint you,
or to make you hurt.
because you deserve the best things
in the world, in life.

you have the most amazing heart,
something i've never really seen,
nor felt.

you make me grow as a person,
want to be better all the time.
you make me feel like i have a meaning,
like i'm here for a reason.

i feel like you're where i need to be.
you're who i'm supposed to be with.
we wish at 11:11 everytime we catch it.
i've been making the same wish, all the time.
you asked me what my wish is,
and i never tell you.

"you have to tell me, so i can make it come true"
"you can't just make it come true, it has to just happen"

"no, no, trust me. i'll make it happen"

thing is, my wish is that that we'll never be apart.
that maybe, really, that i'll still hold your hand,
4o years from now.

that's what my wish is.
that i'll still be holding your hand in 40 years.
i hope you don't read this.
or it might not come true.